tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-103581432011-04-21T10:49:47.575-07:00Kiwihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02748167315565870939noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10358143.post-1140495000189831432006-02-20T19:53:00.000-08:002006-02-20T20:10:00.203-08:00I just finished skimming through a xanga site remembering a counsellor that has recently passed away. I don't know him, but from reading the posts that people in his life have left, the seeds he has planted are fruitful.<br /><br />That takes me to look in retrospect to what I have accomplished the last 17 years. Ungrateful, never satisfied, bitter, jealousy, envious, aimlessness, and sad is what I would write down. Just pathetic. Nothing to truly mesmerize, and nothing to be remembered by. I really feel compelled to take action for once. Take the first step, initiate a change that would forever alter my life, perhaps the lives of others around me.<br /><br />Can I really help build something that will last eternally? Where do I begin? What do i do?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10358143-114049500018983143?l=kiwious.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Kiwihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02748167315565870939noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10358143.post-1139032774195612452006-02-03T21:54:00.000-08:002006-02-03T21:59:34.206-08:00I'm sorry I'm not mature.<br />I'm sorry I'm not smart.<br />I'm sorry I'm not respectful.<br />I'm sorry I'm not loving.<br />I'm sorry I'm not patient.<br />I'm sorry I'm not mindful.<br />I'm sorry I'm not strong.<br />I'm sorry I'm not trustworthy.<br />I'm sorry I'm not obedient.<br />I'm sorry I'm not content.<br />I'm sorry I'm not perfect.<br /><br />I'm sorry I'm not all that you want me to be.<br />I'm sorry I'm me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10358143-113903277419561245?l=kiwious.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Kiwihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02748167315565870939noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10358143.post-1135902032048468442005-12-29T16:19:00.000-08:002005-12-29T16:20:32.066-08:00I knew it.<br /><br />Everything will come back and bite you in the ass.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10358143-113590203204846844?l=kiwious.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Kiwihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02748167315565870939noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10358143.post-1133480420247775572005-11-30T22:46:00.000-08:002005-12-01T15:40:20.246-08:00yay! finalli bak at church =) praise da Lord!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10358143-113348042024777557?l=kiwious.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Kiwihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02748167315565870939noreply@blogger.com19